All For These Days

At first, everything had past,
so I hope laogong don't be emo when saw others below :(

Talk about TingYi them first ba..
Seriously, when I heard they say that you're po-ing TingYi.
What on earth is that?! Why will they say that?
If others misunderstood you, I will care but wont that mad.
But for them, I really get mad.
I hate people saying my husband bad words or misunderstand her.
As I hate that too.
Sometimes, I asked them " Do you feel that Angely had changed? "
" Do you will that she is po-ing you? "
Im afraid the answers are yes.
About just now both of yours argument?
Hmm.. I just did what I should do.
Telling what I should say.
If they couldn't understand us and continue acting like this,
I won't care anymore.
Actually Im not choosing, I stand by you not because I love you or what else.
Just because I feel that you have no wrong.
As a two years friends, I think they should understand you
but not keep thinking that you have changed, and blacken your name.
I hope that both of you could understand what each other thinking.
And stop this argument. Nobody wanted to lose this friendship.
Yea, she had insult you for many times.
I can feel how disappointed you are, how pain is your heart.
Laopo hu hu, laogong's heart dont pain :( </3

Now it's for Emily?
Okay.. I tried all my best to accept her, at last I did it.
But I accept her doesn't mean that I like her much.
Yes, she is caring. Telling others her secret.
But not simply scolding bad words, please.
Even she is not scolding me, but how the reader feels?
Scolding bad words is super normal, not it's not cool at all.
Laogong don't you feel that?
Once you talked with her, friend with her.
You are scolding bad words in front of me even you know I not that like.
How happy I am when I finally decided to unfriend her.
No others. Just because I wont see anything about her, know anything about her.
And we wont or never argue because of her.
Actually, she is innocent.
She felt hard because of my childishness.
She felt hard because of ours arguments.
She felt hard because of scaring me to get mad.
From now on, I can just treat her as a memories.
Treat her as stranger.
Sorry for letting you such hard to chatting with my husband.
Sorry for letting afraid every minutes every second.
Stay sweet with your 葉沛儿 yea :)
p/s Dont call her 葉沛儿 la, it sounds like my name ><

Now for my husband.
Seems like a have a lots to say about, but it's so hard to say.
I try my best to express it in words okay? :)
Seriously, Im glad that you finally tell me what you are thinking.
That time Im not purposely read your diaries.
I just wanted to write something for you and opened it.
When I saw you set password, I knew there are something in there.
For knowing what are you thinking, I decided to unlock and read it.
Laogong.. Sorry, sorry for making such hard and exhaust.
Thanks for always tolerate me silently.
Thanks for always tolerate me and changing the way we talk to avoid arguments.
I shouldn't thought that you had totally changed.
I should know your temper.
Really sorry laogong..
I thought that I understand you much, but in the end Im the one who don't know everything.
Just now when I read your diaries, I felt that Im a failure..
That's why I dont wanted you to hug me.
I have no qualification to ask for forgiveness.
I always think of myself, I thought that I have think about you.
But actually not.
Sorry laogong.. Last time Im not initiative, I had changed.
This time let me change again alright?
I know Aquarius wont tells out what they feel easily.
So I very happy and glad when saw that post.
You finally told me why are you such happy when chatting with Emily.
You finally told me what do your feel of me and them.
Laogong.. I really hope that you will tell me everything by yourself,
but not guessing myself and say it out.
Then finally you tell me yes.
I remember last time Im that kind of girl, and now I tell you everything.
Just like the co case, that's all guessing by myself, fortunately it's right.
Laogong, sometimes I can understand you well, but sometimes not.
We cant always have same opinions and thinking.
So at least try to tell me okay?
If you are not happy with me,
If you unhappy with something,
If you dislike my anything,
If you like which friend,
If you feel that you miss your sister,
If you...
write a diary and send me.
Don't write it and keep it yourself, okay?
Sometimes I will thought what I think was right when you didn't tell me what do you feel.
Sometimes I will guess here and there for the reason you do that.
Sometimes I will cry when I don't know everything.
Just like just now..
When I dont know everything, I will guess or even think of nonsense.
Laogong.. On the surface, you look strong and can decide everything well.
But actually you are fragile, soft and hesitant.
You always miss the past too.
When I saw you are acting strong, my heart will pain.
I know you dont want me to worry such much.
But don't you know? I will worry more if you like this.

For this time, you have no wrong.
You don't have to change.
You are still yourself, you have no changing.
I just.. I just don't understand something.
But now I had understood.
Sorry laogong, I nearly become one of them.
Luckily you saw my inbox, if not I will never know what you feel, what you think.

Laogong, I want to be your lian ti yin.
I want to be your real wife.
A lian ti yin, a real wife can know what you thinking.
Can you tell me whatever you think, whatever you feel, wherever you go?
December.. Please no more tears, then I will love you much.

I have a question, why do you throw my phone when you continue read what I wrote?

Tomorrow is ours important day.
I really wish and hope that we can be same class next year.
Ang gong po pi * begging :( *

Lastly, I love you laogong.
No more breaking up's word. Anti it.

01.11.12

Today's post, as you wish, I write for you in Chinese :)
Hmm today's post will be emo, as Im 自我检讨 - ing.

好啦、我开始我要说的东西了。
今天早上的事.. 好、是我的错 我承认 :)
不过没办法 我被人欺骗、背叛实在太多次了。
今天当我去到那里时、我是脸带着笑容的 就因为那么几句话、我误会了..
呵 也没办法丫 我对类似背叛的东西太敏感了 :)
而且当我以为和我最亲的朋友“背叛”我时、我的心情再也好不起来了

去厕所回来后、想和你说话 开心回..
结果回来的是一句 你有发什么神经??!
哈哈 我的臭脾气始终回来了 xD
进了 stadium.. 起初我没想要哭
不过当我眼睁睁看见我那所谓的好朋友一个一个走向你
我无法忍住眼泪..
我到底怎么了吗?? 好可笑啊 :)
留了几滴难过的泪、很虚伪地和JinYuan说 我很坚强的、我很好 :)
忍住眼泪、往上看 :)
JinYuan 回我说 别这样、你这样我也很难受、很心疼.. 不要忍着 哭吧..
一个普通朋友、比好朋友来得好
我做人、失败

上到巴士、特地留位给你 结果你去走掉了..
心里的痛、更痛一层
想哭却不能哭.. 一个人的滋味、既新鲜又难受
没关系、也因为这样 我坚强 我不哭 :)

下了巴士、还是JinYuan陪在我身边..
结果不久、你来了
哄一哄我.. 没那么难受了
辛苦你了吧?
明明不是你的错、却还要你哄我

老公、对不起

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有时候、我真的很好奇在你和别人眼里我究竟是什么样的女朋友?
是好是坏? 霸道 野蛮 还是 体贴呢?
你说我辛苦、我看辛苦的是你吧..

原谅我的坏脾气、原谅我霸道
原谅我不懂和别人说心事..
总算进步了吧?
以前的我、自我保护意识强、不会和别人分享我的心事
现在、我开始会说出来、即使我不会表达

以前的我、很有个性、不会体贴人家
如今、我放下了我的个性、只是臭脾气还在
呵 我会改的、让你不辛苦
让你幸福、是我的责任

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大家、对不起了..

28th of April and May :)

28.04.2012

A day that is very hard to forget. A horrible mishap in my life. The first accident I met. When I heard the word 'accident' before that, I were totally no idea with it. How horrible was it?? Yea, of cause everyone feel that it is very horror. But once who really experience it, the feeling was totally different. Stories, movies were right, all the memories are truly flashed back all in your mind.

These are what I felt :)

MAY!!

01.05.2012

SHE came to my house with a big great surprise! Thanks laogong :) The first surprise which really surprised me xD Everyone saw I cried!! Lak seh ar :s We had a lot of fun today Heee I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥♥♥♥♥ :p

Everyone said that my bathroom like hotel's one xD Like it right?? Next time come to my bathroom sleep la :p XiaooBen and Son!! You guys really vain and sampat neh :D Capture photoS in my bathroom! Somemore being rushed by my daddy LOL!

*P/s my jie jie's sound very geli that day :s BUT her voice when she sing very nice leh :))

Time for home!

Paiseh, I really unwilling to let you guys go home, especially you :( Almost cry that time, but I didn't Hahaha -.- :p

04-06.05.2012

4th

KL trip! Three days two night. What a torment in this trip.. Leg's wound still haven't fully recovered, but I have to walk for sooo long Uhh :(

5th

Wake up early in the morning.. Going to cousin's house to lim teh. Saw many babies there. Awww so cute ♥.♥

The bride so damn nice Heee :x 10something, started lost contact with her.. Huan lo si >< But it was the network problem /.\ At night, dinner time.. Wear nice nice, somemore make up! Heee you shen me ying mou har?? :p Oppsss! My little tooth dropped down when I was eating :s Siu sei yan la xDD

08.05.2012

Back to school!! Giving everyone a hug.. Miss all of them seriously. The feelings of back to school are extremely great xD Hug you tight tight!! ♥

14.05.2012

Hmmm Happy Valentine's Day??? I don't think it was a happy day.. /.\

20.05.2012

20120520 + 20052012 double 20, shuang bei ai ni, ting dao mei you?? :p

This day, a day full of happiness, even almost cried because of too much happiness. I really thought I was dreaming that day. Heee laogong, thanks for all the things you gave today. I LOVE YOU many many ♥ *kiss* :s

17-24.05.2012

EXAM!!!!

What had I did during exam?? Playing.. xD Always sleep late at night, sleep for an hour everyday. So?? Fall asleep during the test Hee :s

25.05.2012

With SHE kap mai absent for today :p Kit kuo miss die her >< :((

27.05.2012

Pak toh pak toh :pp

First - KFC for mum mum, ate a little of cheesssse, feel like to vomit :x

Then she gave me a present full of stars as mama scolded me last night.

Then go for movie - Man in Black 3. Very funny and nice :) Got secret in the cinema :p :X

Hmm then shopping, wear dress for her tim O.O

*Went home*

Oh great!! Mama said she is Sooo TB! Somemore asked that are we les. Frightened me lar :((

30.05.2012 ( midnight )

Feel very insecure in this night as I really very miss her and no light in my room! So?? I cried! Uhhh such useless girl! >< After that watch BARBIE xDD Im a little baby girl :pp Five almost six, we went to bed laa.

Thanks for accompanying me laogong, love ya :)

30.05.2012

She was not feeling well, very worry about her, very sim tia to see her like this :(( Twelve something, she tried to sleep. Me?? Keep looking at viber, as I scared that what if she find me when she cant sleep or woke up? So I wait until three something, and disturbed jiejie to confirm whether she sleep dy, then I finally disburden and went to bed :)

01.06.2012 ( midnight )

After hanging up the call, I started feel like to cry. Sorry laogong, I made you cried too :((

01.06.2012

A happy day turned into moody and full of quail day..

Laogong, remember yea, don't spam my wall, I will take double revenge :pp See how much I miss you :p

*BAD NEWS*

Crying again because a serious test come again.. I really afraid. What if she really know it? What if she oppose?? No she totally oppose!! HuaiDan, do not leave me no matter what, even my parents oppose us together, get it?? I really need you :(

Okay.. Fever again /.\

The End :)

Bla bla bla

Haloo haloo Holidays again >@<

Monday

Go hospital for the report. Oh yeah! I'm not in danger Whoo xD

Here bad news come, I being hiao by a GIRL! Oh mama! I'm not a T seriously @@ /.\

Tuesday

Hang out with Daaaa Huai Dan, XiaooBen, Son.. And met DaaaBen and Son's BeyyBeh xD

Lalalaa somemore met HooiChing, Stephanie and two stranger Weeee ^^

But very sad.. I didn't take any photo with you guys :((

Wednesday

Oh Nooo! Miss you sooo much dy :o

Morning tuition, at night tuition again, seeee I'mma a good girl xD
Iemm I don't mind you sit beside me, but I very mind you keep call me BAOBEI, that's disgusting! /.\

Facebook with sister. Iaooo miss you so damn much seriously TT Saw how fat daddy is.. O.O!

Daddy going to give birth! OH NO!!!
Hahahaha Saw it??? He can't button his button xDD

Night.. Daddy said he wanna keep fit! "Lets us do sit up" I'm laughing like siaopo. "Daddy, are ya sure you can do it with you BIGGGG stomach?? xD"
Daddy's face turns red and eyes started filled up with tears when 15th times Bha hahahaha XD

Thursday

Uhh Stupid idiot!! Are ya thought I'm a "chick"??? Gotta trouble troubles if YOU phone me again /.\ 4133402.. I'm still remember your phone well Bleeeekk :p

Hmmm Charm liao lur.. Just now happened something again.. Doctor, don't lie to me hmm, I trusted you x)

Hiemmm Grandma.. I pray for ya, mus t recover fast fast har, don't let someone worry and sad hmm ^^
Awww! 打死我都不敢摔头发了!! T^T

Lao gonggonggg, Nehhh.. Got girl tiok bo??? :p

/.\

Stupid headache, you totally ruin my mood today!

The day without friends, jokes and laughter are BORED! Sitting in front of the laptop, watching nothing, doing nothing. Mind thinking nonsense.

Those excite and happy were wasted. The day I'm waiting for a long long time, and I just missed it. 

Bad things keep happened these few days, I try hard to smile, to be happy. Finally there are something to makes me happy, but... How disappoint I am, how sad I am, how moody I am. Why don't you visit me another day? Why don't you never come today? I hate you seriously.

Oh god! Can you give at least one happy thing to cheer me up? I need it now, I really need it...

某些人, 我很严重的不爽你们! /-\ 我真的很没有心情 :(

不快乐, 却还要装快乐

我不是真正的快乐 x)

Talalalala I'm BORED! /.\

Feel like dying every holidays. Mengapa nak cuti huh!? Holiday makes me sipek miss you geh x(

Oh my mama! You trying to make me paiseh is it? o.O Say my what what very what. Iaooo paiseh nia :S I know you envy laaa :p

Hiak hiak! Just now too bored dy. I took my old phone and saw the massages.. Oh my god! I saw something made me sooooo surprise! :O
Iemmm Keep mo chang now T^T

小笨

你丫你、最近为么一直吓我的? 我知道我很容易被吓啦、因为我在乎你嘛..

唉.. 我知道我们现在的处境不一样了。以前的我和你一样、而现在的我却不再和你一样。今年又没和你同班、你在班上发生什么事我完全不知道. 你不开心时、我会比以前更担心你懂么? 最近的你很不一样、很让我担心. 信息一没快乐的表情、我就会担心害怕了. 我不希望你再这样下去、我希望你天天开心、所以从今天起我不会再和你说烦人的事、而天天哄你笑 x) 加油妹妹! 还有哦、以后叫我哥哥啦、这是我唯一可以当男的时候了 xD

阿恺

哈咯、我的“老婆” xDD 我没想到能和你这么好的咧、也没想到你会和我说那么大的秘密! 谢谢你的信任、我不会和人说的、放心 x) 我知道放下很难、或许一个月、半年、一年.. 或许很久很久、不过总有一天会放下的啦 : ) 放下的路程会很艰难的哦、所以要坚强点、和我一样 xD 你会比我辛苦咯、至少我不会天天见到他、而且他在很远很远的地方、想看都看不到。但你不想看、却一直看到、悲哀 /.\ 无论如何，和我的约定一定要做到! 没做到就打你屁屁了xp

儿子

最近你幸福啦hor?? 羡慕噜 :p 为么没对妈妈这样的? 吃醋啦喂 xD

明天要和我说什么jek?? 我的心lor lor luin啦 =D

是啦、你是很重色轻友啦。不过有谁不是在乎情人多过朋友的咧? 有的话站出来给我打 Blek

But hor.. 妈妈希望你不要那么重色轻友咧、这样也不好的、会弄朋友生气的, 至少改一些些铪 x)

28.1.12

Today go pat toh with Xiao Ben, Chengkeok, Pigpig Hee ^^

Actually before that, we met quite a lot problems, luckily in the end problems solved Yay!

We went to movie 心想事成, then play snooker xD XiaoBen ChengKeok keep shoot in white ball hor xDD So damn funny Bha haha By the way, ChengKeok also shoot in a lots coloured ball *Claps Claps* Hee

Pigpig arh.. You not feeling well must tell us kay? All of us will worry about you okay? ><

Go home go home laa. Bad news come! Mama don't wanna go home lak. She some more wanna go GURNEY! Shit you Tired ka bui si TT But I saw many ang mosss Mua hahaha ♥.♥

29.1.12
Unlucky Me TT Allergic the second times laaa Damn it! Some more flu and cough. Oh god, you really kidding me x( Now my 鼻子的空间 are full of fluid xD T^T 
Can't breath well narr >@<

若不是上帝睡着我不可能那么幸运, 能预见地球上七十亿分之一的你

谢谢你, 让我知道什么是幸福
谢谢你, 肯让我当你的另一半
谢谢你, 在我不开心的时候努力地安慰我

和你在一起的时候 总觉得自己是世界上最幸福的女人 
不知不觉中 我脸上的笑容已经显示出自己是那么地幸福快乐 ^^ 
This is something like a movie, and I don't know how it ends
But I fell in love with my best friend

我回来噜 xD

Halo haloo ^^ Happy Belated Chinese New Year O.O

Today sipek tired luu. Not just body, but heart and brain TT

HuiYing wey.. No more next time harr, hear it mou?? 一个诺言、一段友情, this is what you said.

Some more someone said you very weird ooh =X Yess You really look weird this feel days, maybe others don't understand what happen to you, but I did understand it x)

Hmmm Today my facebook very busy lur.. Notification BOOOM! All are you three xDD

Si gui XiaoBen and Laogong! Both of you bully me ka charm charm SAD die TT xD Suddenly feel that 我很好欺负噜、悲哀.. But You is Bendan very cute lur xDD Sent me that quite stupid hua chi face Muahaha

大笨大笨、今天谢谢你铪 ^^ 要不是你、那个小笨不理我噜、哪里会像现在这样一直欺负我的、不知要 ^^ 还是 x(  有你做我们的大姐、我们真的很幸运啦喂、爱死你 ♥♥ 抱抱要某? :D 要啦要啦铪 xP

我家有个笨蛋、我爱那个笨蛋 ♥ ^^

Happy Chinese New Year ^^

Nahh everyone also have a kiss hmm XD

Hee Yesterday bored that time drew eh.

Know what it mean?? I think you know it :p

School Reopen

Isn't school wanted to be a sucks school?? I think you're totally sucks!

What are those rules?? Is it a rule?! GANTUNG here and there! Threaten us huh!? If you dare, come on and gantung me /.\ PCGHS really make me to become a rude girl =X

Hmmm All of us started to hard work and aiming for PMR dy laa. But my science is going to fail if this teacher keep talking no points. He totally is male ECW what. No.. He worse than ECW /.\ Keep repeating the same things each day. Some more teach us those grammar words. It's useless laa =-= Hmm except science teacher, I think others are okay laa. I like my history teacher, especially her LATIHAN PAPER xD Some more her side way look like my aunt Lol

Oh god! Is my headache sickness too miss me?? Why do it visit me again? Keep headache this few days, some more I had finished my medicine TT I don't want lak, very keong bo eh lur >@< Err.. My little guai hand arh.. May I ask you why do you keep sweating harr? O.o My hand always wet wet ki eh x(

Nahh.. I post liao lur x) Girlish bo arh?? O.o XD

Shhhh~ My sister clothes lai Hehehe /.\

Today just post photo nia laa. Have nothing to say /.\

11 December 2011

今天我简直疯了啦 ><

我发泄、中墙、打拳击.. 之后打太出力，手的伤口裂开，流血啦.. 然后手也红红的 ><

发泄完后，我问我自己"为什么要发泄??为什么要伤害自己??" 我的答案是，我不知道 /.\

发泄完了，我累了，我睡了。 醒来了，我有吃不下 >@< 算了吧..

我很讨厌这种感觉。今天的心情总是灰色的、好讨厌!! Ishh 郑悦沛!!! 你是搞什么鬼啊?? 你心乱什么啊? 神经病! >@< 

儿子、不好意识哦。你有困难，我帮不了你，因为我好烦 /.\ 可能我回你会有点在敷衍你吧。遇到这种事，有时要狠心一些，这也是为他好。至于你和她、我今天真的不懂要怎么和你聊，我想不到该怎么说，我头脑空空的 /.\

我真的写不出东西了，很难受就是了

Just a simple diary..

Yeah yeah yeah!! I saw you, lunar eclipse XDD

Hmmm Yesterday mood very high then very low.. ><

What's happening now huh!? Where is the happiness go huh?? Come suddenly then gone suddenly?

Alright.. Nothing will stay always x)

Found this yesterday. Damn like it ♥♥ XD

It Is Just A Post =]

I'm aiming for someone I really need for all and capture you down. Once I press down the button, all the screen in front of me is just you, only you. You started to walk into my life, colour my life, makes my life more colourful, just like a photo coloured the camera's screen. A nice photo would have a meaningful story behind it, and it means our life. I appreciate every photo I take, just like I appreciate everyone in my life. I won't give up any chances to take the screen I like, just like I won't give up the one I like. To take a photo, I need a camera. To create a colourful and meaningful life, I need you. In my life, I wish to have you x)

This one is for you and me, living out our dreams.

Once I decide  to do so, I will persist to the end.

Someone, I love you ♥

Happy Friday Night x)

Whoo~ Today super duper Happy!! XD

Hmmm Actually you for guys, maybe it is just a simply things, but I do feel happy of its x)

At night, I went back to my 'old house'_ Queensbay Mall XD

We ate KFC Hahaha I can say that I'M SO FULL =O

Some more I'm happy that mama feeds me once again OhMyGod!! Childhood refreshing in my mind x)

Then we went for shopping laa, window shopping! Went to bought clothes for New Year Wee xD

Hmmm.. Show you my new clothes har x)

Chiang chiang~ Got girlish tiok bo arh?? O.o

 This few days I keep wearing girlish shirt =O

Hey.. See! I'm improving neh XD You lak, changed me into zhabo style >@<

Okay.. Then we took picture with the decoration of Christmas there.

I saw this lengzai there too. This is what we called "男的帅、女的美"?? 

The boy really handsome lak. I like his nose most xD

Hahaha After that, I started kisiao with my SISTER!! We talked and laughed like a siao po =X

*Walk walk walk* suddenly a girl take a deep breath then "piak!!" Omo My butt kena hit! Oh my god! I had been frightened /.\ Then my sis laughed loudly Ish! I told her I will take my revenge. Guess what she said?? "怨怨相报何时了? 最好的报仇方法是活得比他更好" Both of us laughing like a mad XD Then I tell her "所以我现在笑得这么开心、因为我要活得比你好" LOL

This is the way we talk when we kisiao-ing. It's sweat, but I like it x)

我就是希望我和家人可以每天这么的疯狂、这么的幼稚、无聊，因为在这疯狂中、幼稚中、无聊中，我仿佛找到了我想要的温暖、我想要的快乐、我想要的幸福... 我想要的幸福，其实很简单 x)  你感受到的，我感受到的、就是我的幸福啦。够简单吧 ^^

Uhh 我发现现在的人好容易吃醋耶、有点问题哦 /.\ 不过有在乎、才有吃醋嘛 x)

Oh yea! Hey you.. Why don't wanna continue tuition at there huh??! Hate your mama >@< You come back here laa wey.. Don't have you there, I almost dying lak >< No one will help me dy x( Those tarpo keep disturbing me by using eye contact!! I hate them well Ish! I warn you huh, Sunday tuition you better don't change it. If not that disgusting boy will do those disgusting things to me!! TT

I'm the one who feel contented easily. Even someone do a little thing to me, I will also feel happy ^^

"只有你才能给我安全感，你是我唯一的依靠，我只要你给的拥抱" 我喜欢这句啦 XD

我是一个很没安全感的人 x)

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Hello.. x)

Actually today when I woke up,  my mood was good.

But just because of a movie, it changed my mood.

Ah Ma, I so damn miss you TT

I cried when I heard what the girl said. Yea, what she says, is what I feel.

Ah Ma

有好多好多东西我从来没和你说. 

我好想和你说、可是我不善于表达自己.

很多很多事情我想对某个人说、可是当我要说的时候、我说不出来.

最后只能把想说的、想表达的, 通通藏起来.

我是一个, 看起来很容易沟通的人、一个善于表达自己的人、一个很乐观的人

对.. 有时我是这么一个人. 但、在另一方面, 我不是.

我很爱胡思乱想、我的心情很容易被影响、我很情绪化.

当我不开心、生气时, 我好想和关心我的人说我发生了什么事, 但我表达不出, 就只好把它们给藏起来了, 所以很多时候我会让大家非常非常的担心.

不过幸好我有很多"朋友"咧 x) 有风、有拳击、有跆拳道、有篮球、有墙壁、还有丢东西. 所以和他们相处后, 我的心情会好很多. 虽然它们都会让我很累、手会痛、不过老实说, 很爽啊! XD

Hmmmm 我想说、我爱胡思乱想、我很容易开心、我很容易满足、我很容易感动、我爱逞强、我爱把自己的感受藏起、我泪浅、我爱掩饰我自己、我喜欢笑, 因为笑可以让每个人都开心、我喜欢让我身边的人都开心、我喜欢保护有危险的人、我喜欢做一个乐观的人 x)

但我很没有安全感, 所以当一个人对我好, 给我安全感, 我会傻傻的陷进去. 

I like here as this is the only place where I can express my feeling

7 November 2011

Hello, I'm here again x)

Hahaha So damn happy now xD

You know why??

First, Hui Ying arh,

welcome back to my world har x)

Some more I'm happy to chat with you again.

I feel strange with you x(

But never mind lak, at least I saw the happy you once again.

Ha! 邱清菊!! 原来你也有妈妈的一面 xDD

恭喜你啦、有学到我hor XD

Okay.. Beside this, I wanna say,

KhooChengKeok! You too bored is it?

Type those thing for me Uhh

我大人不跟你小人计较 xP

不过你好像第一次跟我说"I love you" hor??

哈哈、那我就放过你lak、看我多好内 XD
Oh yea! I deleted a lot posts,
It didn't mean I don't wanna let you guys see it.
I just feel that, those thing were over, it might have an ending.
So those unhappy things, just let them over x)

GD I know what you worry of,

I'm sorry for making you such worry.

Yea, I'm selfish.

But I really don't know what to do,

Tell you that I'm moody, it make you worry.

Didn't tell you, you worry me more.

I didn't tell is just don't wanna let you to worry me.

Sometimes, I really feel that I'm a failed partner.

I always make you worry, make you jealous, make you sim tia.

This is all I always did!

I hate it a lot and a lot. I dislike this kind of me!

When I'm jiak chor-ing,

I don't know why, I don't feel like to tell you.

Then I act like nothing happened, and continuously text with you.

I always hide the jealousy of mine.

I always act like I'm not jealous, but I really jealous.

I'm a kind of stupid girl, and this is what we always say about, Miss Cancer /.\

其实我觉得我很很很幸福咧、和别人比起来, 我幸福很多 =]
我们三姐妹、不亏是姐妹嘛hor XD 我们三个都那么幸福 ^^
臭二姐!!谈恋爱了都不说咯. Post 在 facebook 了才知道你谈恋爱了 ><
你很不够意思嘛你! 算料.. 你开心就好啦 x)
今天第18天lur, 还有两天就二十天料 xD
很遗憾咧、第一个月都不能去庆祝 >@<
不过24号我们还是会出去啦、到时再补回吧
Oh yea!
I heard someone said
10th of December -- Moon eclipse
14-15th of December [midnight] -- Meteor Rain
23th of December -- Meteor Rain
Whoo~ Is these real?? If it is, I wanna watch leh XD
Well.. That's all. Night yaa x)

7 Nov 2011

Okay...

我发现原来我很容易吃醋内 >@<

女生的吃醋心都那么重么?

Fine, I don't wanna talk about it /.\

Uhh..

Today is just a simple day for me.

Hmm Holiday and I'm getting fatter TT

So after today, I going to on diet XD

Some more I wanna grown taller Yay!

Okay,

Bad news come, I hurt my left-hand!

Tuesday

I went to aunt's church help her.

Suddenly a thing dropped

and mostly hit a little boy,

So I quickly pushed the boy away.

In the end

The thing hit me and my hand was bleeding!

好心没好报丫 TT

But honestly,

I felt happy XD

I saved a little boy leh Whoo xD

Hmmm So now I feel hard to do things.

Stupid hand! Please recover more faster huh x)

Okay..

Everything end up by the word "Bye bye"

4.12.11

Whoo Happy Birthday to You!! XD

What a happy day Hiak hiak hiak xD

Oh no! Sister ask me to wear more girlish!!! TT

So I wear this =O

I like this one XD

Vain ka bui si /.\

Photo Taken by sister

Cute bo cute bo?? XD

cause we are too boring xD

Pig face [>@<] XD

Paiseh laa, very cho lor hor Shh x)

 Hmm Pun teh nak wear this eh x)

Okay... Finish laa my vain photo XD

Now talk into the happy time huh.

I go there lur,

many people that I don't recognize >@<

We BBQ downstairs

Uhh Sipek hot leh

Then I decided to take off my jacket!

Ahemm While I'm taking off,

Many people staring on me luu

Keong po sii, paiseh sii

Then I quickly wore back /.\

But in the end I still took off =-=

Haha! That little baby boy so damn cute leh.

I think he likes me =O

As he keep on following me LOL

After eating,

We play true or dare!!

The first time kena me,

They punished me as set my hair!! Damn it

Second time is Say 'I hate You' to her,

Or hug the boy which same age with me ><!

Third time_ Drink whole cup of beer Oh my god!!

But luckily I didn't drunk XDD

Then go home dyy..

That's all x)

Chap Pe Lang xD

Hellooo, I'm back! xD

我知道我很久没写blog啦 Hee

放假、一个字"闷"! ><

每天都在发霉...

Aiyur.. I have a lot of things to talk about leh

Hmmm, Lai~ I ban ban kong laa har x)

19.11.11

Hmm went to Anthea's house,

pun teh nak BBQ eh,

mana zai ho lang snatch ki liao TT

Then we go beach there play lur..

Me, ST, pig, Anthea and CK

play water play ka song song Hahaha!

Conclusion -- All wet! =O

Then we went to Anthea's house for bathing, eating, chatting and playing.

Stupid Liu Chiu!

Bath for more than 30 minutes I think.

Zo ka wa sticky ka bui sii *Geram* Uhh

Then I didn't eat lur,

made she stared on me!

My god, I'm so scare x(

Okay then we play true or dare laa,

Actually we're not playing it! /.\

Finally! We took a photo Hiak hiak hiak XD

After that we went to Anthea's room *Chatting...*

Okay, 很diam的说 " I'm tired!" ><!

.......  Go back dy x)

Go home still wanted to 刺激我!!!

他妈的不爽噜其实、

Bo huat laa.

我又累窝、所以睡觉!!!

Reached home.. Totally moody /.\

Then online, waiting my son online

Luckily got him accompanied!

Then I feel like wanted to accept him nur

Asked son opinion and hers too

很遗憾的说

I couldn't keep this secret always TT

我告白啦 =-=

Then I offline, offed my phone and sleep!

But seriously, I can't fall asleep ><"

20.11.11

Honestly, 我的心情还没平复..

但之后想通了、和她还是老样子噜

我们聊聊聊、聊到晚上还在聊 /.\

Okay.. Then suddenly she asked me wanna try to in a relation?

Oh my f' god!

I never think of this before.

Okay.. After get son's opinion,

I accepted!

Sooo 我恋爱啦 /.\

21-24.11.11

Hmmm I have nothing to say.. /.\

25.11.11

Happy Anniversary Mum and Dad x)

Stay sweet forever yaa.

Hmm Don't quarrel too much kay,

I'll scare of it x)

Okay.. Say something 'ewww'

I love you both forever x)

1.12.11

Yo! Last month of the year.

Time flies so fast!

Going to work hard next year for PMR

Oooh, sound scary TT

Okay.. First meet after 'that' =O

Hey friends, miss you guys so much x)

Sadly, I have nothing to say suddenly Oh no! XD

Hahaha Son, I knew you sipek beh syok right LOL

However, we still got talk in the end ^^

After Redbox,

We went to ting ting place.

F' you! Stupid spider game!

You look so eww don't you know Grhhh!

Made me play beh tiok basketball game!!!

Hmm Suan liao ><

Then they went Kim Gary for mum mum tu go back laa

*OKay.. So you all saw what I wore right?? Yea, I knew it isn't ZHABO laa.

I try my best dy laa, I really can't do it what /.\

Okay.. I will train myself to be more girlish laa har.

Almost one year didn't wear girlish clothes dy, feel so strange ><*

17 Nov 2011

听这里、

我喜欢你!

今天我不知为什么、

我会问你为什么这几天你、Gina和慧滢怪怪的、

之后我也不懂为什么我会暗示你我喜欢着一个人、

你一直问、

我说那人你认识的、

我说我告诉那人我喜欢他不是一件好事、

我说那人肯定不会喜欢我、

你说是哪补习的吗

你说: 你从未去尝试，又怎么知道那人不喜欢你、

你说或许你真的不知道那个人、

'那个人'

一直都是你、

不是别人、

我想以聪明的你、

你一定猜到是谁..

水瓶、

我和你很有缘、

在我身边的总有水瓶、

所以我很很很了解水瓶。

我和水瓶还真的纠缠不清。

这次不管怎么样、

我真的不想再主动了、

主动的后果都一样、

况且我和你、

是根本没结果、更加没有开始