At first, everything had past,
so I hope laogong don't be emo when saw others below :(
Talk about TingYi them first ba..
Seriously, when I heard they say that you're po-ing TingYi.
What on earth is that?! Why will they say that?
If others misunderstood you, I will care but wont that mad.
But for them, I really get mad.
I hate people saying my husband bad words or misunderstand her.
As I hate that too.
Sometimes, I asked them " Do you feel that Angely had changed? "
" Do you will that she is po-ing you? "
Im afraid the answers are yes.
About just now both of yours argument?
Hmm.. I just did what I should do.
Telling what I should say.
If they couldn't understand us and continue acting like this,
I won't care anymore.
Actually Im not choosing, I stand by you not because I love you or what else.
Just because I feel that you have no wrong.
As a two years friends, I think they should understand you
but not keep thinking that you have changed, and blacken your name.
I hope that both of you could understand what each other thinking.
And stop this argument. Nobody wanted to lose this friendship.
Yea, she had insult you for many times.
I can feel how disappointed you are, how pain is your heart.
Laopo hu hu, laogong's heart dont pain :( </3
Now it's for Emily?
Okay.. I tried all my best to accept her, at last I did it.
But I accept her doesn't mean that I like her much.
Yes, she is caring. Telling others her secret.
But not simply scolding bad words, please.
Even she is not scolding me, but how the reader feels?
Scolding bad words is super normal, not it's not cool at all.
Laogong don't you feel that?
Once you talked with her, friend with her.
You are scolding bad words in front of me even you know I not that like.
How happy I am when I finally decided to unfriend her.
No others. Just because I wont see anything about her, know anything about her.
And we wont or never argue because of her.
Actually, she is innocent.
She felt hard because of my childishness.
She felt hard because of ours arguments.
She felt hard because of scaring me to get mad.
From now on, I can just treat her as a memories.
Treat her as stranger.
Sorry for letting you such hard to chatting with my husband.
Sorry for letting afraid every minutes every second.
Stay sweet with your 葉沛儿 yea :)
p/s Dont call her 葉沛儿 la, it sounds like my name ><
Now for my husband.
Seems like a have a lots to say about, but it's so hard to say.
I try my best to express it in words okay? :)
Seriously, Im glad that you finally tell me what you are thinking.
That time Im not purposely read your diaries.
I just wanted to write something for you and opened it.
When I saw you set password, I knew there are something in there.
For knowing what are you thinking, I decided to unlock and read it.
Laogong.. Sorry, sorry for making such hard and exhaust.
Thanks for always tolerate me silently.
Thanks for always tolerate me and changing the way we talk to avoid arguments.
I shouldn't thought that you had totally changed.
I should know your temper.
Really sorry laogong..
I thought that I understand you much, but in the end Im the one who don't know everything.
Just now when I read your diaries, I felt that Im a failure..
That's why I dont wanted you to hug me.
I have no qualification to ask for forgiveness.
I always think of myself, I thought that I have think about you.
But actually not.
Sorry laogong.. Last time Im not initiative, I had changed.
This time let me change again alright?
I know Aquarius wont tells out what they feel easily.
So I very happy and glad when saw that post.
You finally told me why are you such happy when chatting with Emily.
You finally told me what do your feel of me and them.
Laogong.. I really hope that you will tell me everything by yourself,
but not guessing myself and say it out.
Then finally you tell me yes.
I remember last time Im that kind of girl, and now I tell you everything.
Just like the co case, that's all guessing by myself, fortunately it's right.
Laogong, sometimes I can understand you well, but sometimes not.
We cant always have same opinions and thinking.
So at least try to tell me okay?
If you are not happy with me,
If you unhappy with something,
If you dislike my anything,
If you like which friend,
If you feel that you miss your sister,
If you...
write a diary and send me.
Don't write it and keep it yourself, okay?
Sometimes I will thought what I think was right when you didn't tell me what do you feel.
Sometimes I will guess here and there for the reason you do that.
Sometimes I will cry when I don't know everything.
Just like just now..
When I dont know everything, I will guess or even think of nonsense.
Laogong.. On the surface, you look strong and can decide everything well.
But actually you are fragile, soft and hesitant.
You always miss the past too.
When I saw you are acting strong, my heart will pain.
I know you dont want me to worry such much.
But don't you know? I will worry more if you like this.
For this time, you have no wrong.
You don't have to change.
You are still yourself, you have no changing.
I just.. I just don't understand something.
But now I had understood.
Sorry laogong, I nearly become one of them.
Luckily you saw my inbox, if not I will never know what you feel, what you think.
Laogong, I want to be your lian ti yin.
I want to be your real wife.
A lian ti yin, a real wife can know what you thinking.
Can you tell me whatever you think, whatever you feel, wherever you go?
December.. Please no more tears, then I will love you much.
I have a question, why do you throw my phone when you continue read what I wrote?
Tomorrow is ours important day.
I really wish and hope that we can be same class next year.
Ang gong po pi * begging :( *
Lastly, I love you laogong.
No more breaking up's word. Anti it.
